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[sheep bleat]

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[birds chirp]

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[dog barks]

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[cat meows]

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[chuckles] Oh.

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You've come to say hello too,
have you?

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[chuckles]

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<i>[woman] I used to believe that,
as a journalist,</i>

9
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<i>it was inevitable that you'd
end up betraying your subjects.</i>

10
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<i>That your job was to seem
friendly and sympathetic,</i>

11
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<i>even though you never had
the slightest intention</i>

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<i>of collaborating with them.</i>

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<i>That the real intention
was always to write a story,</i>

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<i>regardless of the truth.</i>

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<i>That was until I became
part of the story.</i>

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<i>Only then did I realise
the power of telling the truth.</i>

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[theme music plays]

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[birds chirp]

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I know,
but I didn't wanna cancel.

20
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Yeah, especially
if she's coming.

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Yeah, that's why I said
let's do it at mine.

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Oh, well, of course.

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Yeah, she's...
she's in pieces, isn't she?

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- Oi!
- Hang on.

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We not saying goodbye
nowadays, then?

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North Walians
are so bloody rude.

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Goodbye, Dai.
Until we meet upon the morrow.

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See you tomorrow, then.

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Don't forget
my pain au chocolate.

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<i>[woman on radio]
So, in summary, a pleasant day here in West Wales,</i>

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<i>northerly winds
and mild temperatures</i>

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<i>of between
eight and twelve degrees.</i>

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<i>Bit of news
coming up on the hour,</i>

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<i>but before then we've got</i>

35
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<i>some classic
Kylie and Jason for you.</i>

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<i>[? Jason Donovan and Kylie
Minogue: "Especially For You"]</i>

37
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<i>? Especially for you... ?</i>

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[music stops]

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<i>[probation officer] Since
August, since July, sorry,</i>

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Mr Pritchard has been working
on day release

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at, um, Babin House.

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- As a gardener.
- Yes.

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How have you found
working in the community?

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Good. I like working.
I like being busy.

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[judge] You asked for Mrs
Roberts, the victim's mother,

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not to be present.

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Have you read
her victim impact statement?

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Yes.

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<i>[Mrs Roberts] Where is she?</i>

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Where is she?

51
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<i>[judge] Mr Pritchard.</i>

52
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Is there anything you would like
to say to Mrs Roberts?

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<i>[judge] His record is good,
but the murder</i>

54
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<i>of a 15-year-old girl
is what we need to remember.</i>

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<i>[probation officer]
And for that I think he has shown remorse.</i>

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<i>[judge]
But this consistent claim that he can't remember how she died</i>

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<i>or where he disposed of
the body, that still stands?</i>

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<i>[probation officer] Yes. He had
a referral for dissociative amnesia back in 2015.</i>

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<i>But he has never denied
responsibility for his offence.</i>

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<i>[judge] So, do we still
consider him to be a risk?</i>

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[dog barks]

62
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[doorbell rings]

63
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Alan! How's your knee?

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- No measurable improvement.
- Aw.

65
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Well, thanks for coming
all this way. Sit down.

66
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I'll make you a nice cup of tea.

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- Hi, Cer.
- Hiya.

68
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- What's in the box?
- Red velvet fairy cakes.

69
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What do you think this is,
<i>Come Dine With Me?</i>

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Oh, how's the knee, Alan?

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No measurable improvement.

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[doorbell rings]

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- Shall I...?
- No, no, no. I'll go.

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- You know he was Ela's cat?
- [Alan] No.

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- Yeah, he's nearly 20.
- Doesn't look it, does he?

76
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- Smells it, though.
- �3,000 on chemo.

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- No.
- Everyone, this is Maddie.

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Maddie, this is everyone.

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Hiya.

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So, um...

81
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The first thing, obviously,
is to welcome Maddie.

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Welcome.

83
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Although I coordinate the group,
I'm not in charge as such.

84
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Everyone here in this room
is the same.

85
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We've all lost someone
to violent crime.

86
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- So we all know what it's like.
- And you don't have to...

87
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And just to say, Maddie,

88
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you don't have to share anything
today if you don't want to.

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I'll probably just listen.

90
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And then they said
he was evidence,

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and they couldn't let me
touch him, or kiss him.

92
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And I didn't get a chance to...

93
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Say goodbye?

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- I know.
- Didn't you?

95
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No, <i>cariad.</i>

96
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Not yet.

97
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I appreciate the work, but the
things that I'm writing about...

98
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I wanna write stories that
matter, stories with substance.

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- What's stopping you?
- Apart from money and time?

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I'm just looking
for the right thing.

101
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Actually, I've been reading
about this cult in America...

102
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You should write
about Joe Pritchard.

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- No.
- Why not?

104
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I just don't wanna
go back there.

105
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So if somebody else wrote it,
it wouldn't bother you?

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What's this?

107
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- Back in Llanemlyn...
- Your home town?

108
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That's right.

109
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Anyway, 18 years ago,

110
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a 15-year-old girl vanished,
and a local kid...

111
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Oh, come on. She knew them both.

112
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No. No, I didn't.
I didn't know him, not really.

113
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But I did know her. Ela.
She was one of my best friends.

114
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You never mentioned this before.

115
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It was a long time ago.

116
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So, Joe Pritchard,
18 at the time,

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was convicted of Ela's murder.

118
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But it was
a miscarriage of justice?

119
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No, no, he did do it, but
the thing is, such a small town,

120
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and we never, police included,
ever found out why he did it

121
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or what he did with Ela's body.

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It's like a black hole in the
collective psyche of the town.

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[woman]
And now he's up for parole.

124
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Yeah, but that doesn't mean
he's gonna get it, does it?

125
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- He didn't last time.
- This sounds interesting.

126
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We've been looking
for a story like this.

127
00:10:05,600 --> 00:10:07,640
[Maddie] Honestly, now,
if it's easier to email...

128
00:10:07,760 --> 00:10:13,320
Mm-mm. Now, read the bit,
"dealing with media intrusion",

129
00:10:13,440 --> 00:10:16,960
cos if you are not prepared,
they will take advantage.

130
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If you engage, that's it,
there's no stopping them.

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Right, folder.

132
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You'll get used to her.
Eventually.

133
00:10:30,520 --> 00:10:33,920
Only joking.
You never get used to her.

134
00:10:34,040 --> 00:10:36,360
Did you see the light switch
in the hall?

135
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The one with the tape over it?

136
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She's kept that light on
since Ela disappeared.

137
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Right, <i>cariad.</i>

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- There you are.
- Thanks.

139
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[Mrs Roberts] Take care, Alan!
Ta-ra, Bron!

140
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Bye, Maddie. See you next time.

141
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Bye. And thanks.

142
00:11:02,040 --> 00:11:03,280
Buzz you later.

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[front door opens]

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[front door closes]

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00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:27,200
All right?

146
00:11:27,320 --> 00:11:30,160
- No.
- What is it?

147
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Work.

148
00:11:37,880 --> 00:11:40,680
How was the murder wang gang?

149
00:11:40,800 --> 00:11:42,640
Can you stop
calling it that, please?

150
00:11:42,760 --> 00:11:45,480
That's what you do, innit?
Wang on about murder.

151
00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:47,880
Just like you wang on
about your wedding.

152
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Which is, I believe,
what they call normal.

153
00:11:51,040 --> 00:11:53,280
Talking about death is normal.

154
00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:55,240
It's real. It happens.

155
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OK, I'm sorry.

156
00:11:56,840 --> 00:11:59,360
And people should be allowed
to talk about it

157
00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:00,800
without being
bereavement shamed.

158
00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:03,520
Oh, God, all right!

159
00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:14,560
Sorry. Had a shit day.

160
00:12:29,120 --> 00:12:31,200
Better?

161
00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:33,040
OK.

162
00:12:56,760 --> 00:13:00,280
<i>[man] These days, true crime
can be whatever it wants to be.</i>

163
00:13:00,440 --> 00:13:01,680
However you style it,

164
00:13:01,840 --> 00:13:03,800
it's still picking over
the bones of the dead.

165
00:13:03,880 --> 00:13:06,800
And not just the dead.
The tragic dead.

166
00:13:06,920 --> 00:13:10,440
It's not really about
the tragic dead, is it?

167
00:13:10,560 --> 00:13:13,440
It's about us,
what we bring to the story,

168
00:13:13,560 --> 00:13:15,840
and what we take from it.

169
00:13:15,960 --> 00:13:19,520
Hmm. What do we take from it?

170
00:13:19,640 --> 00:13:21,160
Resolution.

171
00:13:21,280 --> 00:13:25,600
The story, the crime,
gets some sense of closure.

172
00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:27,160
Yeah, I guess.

173
00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:32,840
So what's the latest
with your wife?

174
00:13:32,960 --> 00:13:35,280
I think she's moving in
with that arsehole.

175
00:13:35,360 --> 00:13:39,520
- Oh, shit. Sorry.
- No. It's old news now.

176
00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:41,360
Right.

177
00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:44,440
I think Mags is right.

178
00:13:44,560 --> 00:13:47,000
You need to write the story
about your friend.

179
00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:50,440
I know it's the obvious thing
to do, but...

180
00:13:50,560 --> 00:13:52,680
I don't know
if I wanna go there.

181
00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:56,280
You're always saying you wanna
get your own voice heard.

182
00:13:57,440 --> 00:14:00,640
You know the family,
the community.

183
00:14:00,760 --> 00:14:02,480
Isn't it your story to tell?

184
00:14:21,560 --> 00:14:23,840
What are you looking for?

185
00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:26,080
A screw.

186
00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:29,160
- What kind of screw?
- Forget about it.

187
00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:36,040
Dai. Just tell me
what kind of screw you're after.

188
00:14:36,160 --> 00:14:38,720
Well, that's a bit
inappropriate, innit, Sharon?

189
00:14:38,840 --> 00:14:42,920
I might have to call you out
on the internet about that.

190
00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:45,840
Don't try and be modern, Dai.
It makes me feel sick.

191
00:14:45,960 --> 00:14:50,160
What do you mean, try?
I am modern.

192
00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:52,400
I was just thinking of having
some of that new sushi

193
00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:54,440
from the Co-op for my lunch.

194
00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:56,080
Sushi isn't new, Dai.

195
00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:59,440
Well, if it ain't a steak bake,
it's new to me, babe.

196
00:15:00,640 --> 00:15:03,040
[phone rings]

197
00:15:07,880 --> 00:15:09,080
Hello.

198
00:15:11,440 --> 00:15:13,640
Did he say anything?

199
00:15:14,640 --> 00:15:16,840
What about the panel?

200
00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:21,240
OK.

201
00:15:22,720 --> 00:15:24,360
Bye. Thanks.

202
00:15:30,640 --> 00:15:34,600
Right, come on.
I'm taking you to lunch.

203
00:15:34,720 --> 00:15:38,320
- What about the screws?
- Screw the screws.

204
00:15:54,440 --> 00:15:57,360
Why didn't you tell me
that he was up for parole?

205
00:15:59,240 --> 00:16:01,960
I thought you were tired
of hearing about it.

206
00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:04,720
Everyone else is.

207
00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:06,960
Well, everyone else isn't me.

208
00:16:10,520 --> 00:16:13,400
Do you know what?

209
00:16:13,520 --> 00:16:14,960
I'm genuinely surprised

210
00:16:15,080 --> 00:16:17,600
I haven't got cancer
from hating him so much.

211
00:16:17,720 --> 00:16:21,040
Well, if you check, you might
find that you have got cancer.

212
00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:26,200
Bet you
I have that dream again.

213
00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:27,560
Which one?

214
00:16:27,640 --> 00:16:29,640
It's the one
where he's just about

215
00:16:29,720 --> 00:16:30,840
to tell me where she is,

216
00:16:30,960 --> 00:16:34,680
and... I wake up.

217
00:16:37,720 --> 00:16:40,360
I've got a feeling that
if I could get him on his own,

218
00:16:40,480 --> 00:16:42,960
I could make him talk.

219
00:16:43,080 --> 00:16:44,280
Is that nuts?

220
00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:47,320
- Yeah.
- Oh.

221
00:16:47,440 --> 00:16:48,960
Mind you, I'd be the same.

222
00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:51,320
The second they let him out,
I'd be all over him.

223
00:16:51,440 --> 00:16:53,800
They don't tell you
where they send them, you know.

224
00:16:53,920 --> 00:16:56,640
So? I'd find out, easy.

225
00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:03,440
If he gets out, then...
that's it.

226
00:17:04,760 --> 00:17:06,160
I'm never gonna get her back.

227
00:17:06,280 --> 00:17:09,320
He's not getting out.

228
00:17:11,320 --> 00:17:12,960
No.

229
00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:30,680
Listen to me.

230
00:17:30,840 --> 00:17:33,360
Whatever obstacle
is in your mind,

231
00:17:33,480 --> 00:17:36,120
can't you try to go round it,
pretend it's not there?

232
00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:38,520
Whatever you have to do.

233
00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:45,840
You need to tell them
where her body is.

234
00:17:54,080 --> 00:17:55,440
I can't help 'em.

235
00:17:58,440 --> 00:17:59,640
[sighs]

236
00:18:00,560 --> 00:18:02,040
Take it.

237
00:18:29,320 --> 00:18:30,840
[ringing tone]

238
00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:33,240
<i>This is Greta.
You know what to do.</i>

239
00:18:33,360 --> 00:18:37,840
Where are you? We need to talk
about this bloody outfit.

240
00:18:39,280 --> 00:18:40,800
[doorbell rings]

241
00:18:40,880 --> 00:18:43,880
[indistinct voices
over police radio]

242
00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:56,640
[ringing tone]

243
00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:58,640
<i>This is Greta.
You know what to do.</i>

244
00:18:58,760 --> 00:19:00,680
Where are you?
Why aren't you picking up?

245
00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:04,440
- [doorbell rings]
- Phone me straight back.

246
00:19:06,640 --> 00:19:09,240
Sharon? It's the police.

247
00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:11,480
Can you open up?

248
00:19:11,560 --> 00:19:12,600
[phone rings]

249
00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:15,040
[Sharon] Thank God.

250
00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:19,200
<i>[Greta] Mam, what's the matter?
What's going on?</i>

251
00:19:19,320 --> 00:19:21,320
[knocking]

252
00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:23,680
[officer]
Sharon, it's important.

253
00:19:23,840 --> 00:19:26,640
- Look, I'll call you back.
<i>- Mam.</i>

254
00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:33,440
Sorry. I didn't mean
to alarm you.

255
00:19:36,560 --> 00:19:38,840
I've got some news.

256
00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:40,880
Joe Pritchard.

257
00:19:42,120 --> 00:19:43,880
What about him?

258
00:19:44,040 --> 00:19:46,760
The parole board
have decided to release him.

259
00:19:48,440 --> 00:19:50,720
I know it's not
what we hoped for.

260
00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:56,880
- Where will he be?
- I can't tell you.

261
00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:01,200
<i>He'll be on licence,</i>

262
00:20:01,320 --> 00:20:05,840
<i>so he can't contact you or come
within five miles of here.</i>

263
00:20:31,320 --> 00:20:34,960
[phone rings]

264
00:20:39,640 --> 00:20:41,840
Graham, hi. How you doing?

265
00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:44,240
Yeah.

266
00:20:46,360 --> 00:20:51,520
Right, OK. Well, thank you
for letting me know.

267
00:20:51,640 --> 00:20:54,640
Um, Graham,
is there a way of finding out

268
00:20:54,760 --> 00:20:56,640
where he's gonna be placed?

269
00:20:58,160 --> 00:21:00,920
Great. I'll speak to you later,
then. Bye.

270
00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:05,240
Shit. He's getting out.

271
00:21:05,360 --> 00:21:07,240
That's a good thing, isn't it?

272
00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:10,040
I don't know.

273
00:21:10,160 --> 00:21:13,040
Cat, write the bloody story.

274
00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:20,200
[scrubbing]

275
00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:31,400
I'm going out!

276
00:21:31,520 --> 00:21:33,320
<i>[Sharon] All right.</i>

277
00:21:33,440 --> 00:21:36,680
<i>- Don't be late.</i>
- [Ela] I won't.

278
00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:40,800
<i>- Love you!</i>
- Love you too!

279
00:21:46,360 --> 00:21:48,240
What's going on?

280
00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:50,160
Nothing.

281
00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:53,040
I left work early.

282
00:21:53,160 --> 00:21:55,760
- I thought something was wrong.
- Will you get into trouble?

283
00:21:55,880 --> 00:21:58,360
Can you get your head
out the cupboard?

284
00:22:01,120 --> 00:22:05,080
What's going on?
Is this about the costume?

285
00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:08,280
Yes.

286
00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:10,920
No, something's happened,
hasn't it?

287
00:22:11,760 --> 00:22:14,000
It's him, isn't it?

288
00:22:15,400 --> 00:22:16,560
[sighs]

289
00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:20,280
He's getting out.

290
00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:25,600
- When?
- On the 12th.

291
00:22:25,720 --> 00:22:27,520
Of this month?

292
00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:33,160
- It's not fair.
- I know.

293
00:22:34,320 --> 00:22:35,880
I know.

294
00:22:39,880 --> 00:22:41,160
[cat meows]

295
00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:53,040
At least it won't be
hanging over us any more.

296
00:22:53,160 --> 00:22:55,480
The best thing we can do now
is just get on with our lives

297
00:22:55,600 --> 00:22:57,880
and not let him
ruin anything else.

298
00:22:58,920 --> 00:23:01,120
Not let him ruin the wedding.

299
00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:07,000
We're not gonna let him
ruin the wedding, are we?

300
00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:10,240
Of course we're not.

301
00:23:10,360 --> 00:23:12,680
So when we go out tomorrow,
we're just gonna have a drink

302
00:23:12,800 --> 00:23:16,280
and a laugh
and a good time, right?

303
00:23:18,360 --> 00:23:19,160
Right.

304
00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:21,120
[chuckles]

305
00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:28,160
<i>? Oh, no, not I
I will survive ?</i>

306
00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:30,960
<i>? Oh, as long as
I know how to love</i>

307
00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:32,640
<i>? I know I'll stay alive... ?</i>

308
00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:35,240
She is really going for it.
Yeah!

309
00:23:35,360 --> 00:23:36,920
<i>? I've got all my love
to give ?</i>

310
00:23:37,040 --> 00:23:38,640
<i>? I'll survive ?</i>

311
00:23:38,760 --> 00:23:44,240
<i>? I will survive
I will survive ?</i>

312
00:23:44,360 --> 00:23:46,040
Ah-ah! Whoo!

313
00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:48,880
[whooping]

314
00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:54,000
[karaoke DJ] Come on, then,
hens, let's give it up

315
00:23:54,120 --> 00:23:56,920
for the fantastic Sali!

316
00:23:57,040 --> 00:24:00,400
I really enjoyed that.
Made me feel so powerful.

317
00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:03,040
Your stepmum's hilarious.

318
00:24:03,160 --> 00:24:05,160
Do you think she sings like that
for your dad?

319
00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:06,960
[groans]

320
00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:08,640
Come on.

321
00:24:17,840 --> 00:24:19,240
I need a wee.

322
00:24:45,920 --> 00:24:48,000
[panting]

323
00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:05,680
[soft music plays]

324
00:25:11,840 --> 00:25:13,960
[door buzzer rings]

325
00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:22,000
- All right?
- You called, <i>madame?</i>

326
00:25:22,120 --> 00:25:25,200
Yeah, thanks for coming over
so quickly. Come in.

327
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:28,880
So what's up?

328
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:30,960
Um...

329
00:25:32,120 --> 00:25:34,920
I've decided to do it.
The story.

330
00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:38,360
I'm going back to Llanemlyn.

331
00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:45,720
<i>? Break my bones but you won't
see me fall, whoa ?</i>

332
00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:52,720
<i>? The rising tide will rise
against them all, oh-oh ?</i>

333
00:25:52,840 --> 00:25:55,520
<i>? Darling, hold my hand ?</i>

334
00:25:56,520 --> 00:26:00,400
<i>? Oh, won't you hold my hand? ?</i>

335
00:26:00,520 --> 00:26:04,000
<i>? Cos I don't wanna walk
on my own any more ?</i>

336
00:26:04,120 --> 00:26:07,320
<i>? Won't you understand? ?</i>

337
00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:10,880
<i>? Cos I don't wanna walk alone
I'm ready for this ?</i>

338
00:26:11,000 --> 00:26:14,920
Now for some vintage cheese,
especially for you.

339
00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,120
Jason and Kylie
couldn't make it,

340
00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:20,480
so we have to make do
with Rhydian and Sharon!

341
00:26:20,600 --> 00:26:23,560
- [cheering]
- No. No.

342
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:25,640
- Come on, babes.
- No, I can't. No, please.

343
00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:29,040
- You be Jason, I'll be Kylie!
- I don't want to.

344
00:26:29,160 --> 00:26:31,120
- This is Ela's song.
- Go on.

345
00:26:31,240 --> 00:26:33,440
[all chant]
Sharon! Sharon! Sharon!

346
00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:35,320
- You'll be fine.
- Sharon! Sharon!

347
00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:38,080
- Come on.
- I don't want to.

348
00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:40,760
[whooping]

349
00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:47,280
<i>? Especially for you ?</i>

350
00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:53,040
<i>? I wanna let you know
what I've been going through ?</i>

351
00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:55,960
<i>? And all the times
we were apart I know... ?</i>

352
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:57,320
[yells]

353
00:26:57,440 --> 00:26:59,040
- [thuds]
- [gasping]

354
00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:00,920
[music stops]

355
00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:05,840
Shit. He's bleeding.

356
00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:07,240
I'm sorry.

357
00:27:09,880 --> 00:27:11,160
I'm sorry.

358
00:27:15,360 --> 00:27:16,840
[sighs]

359
00:27:20,080 --> 00:27:22,080
Why'd you do that?

360
00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:25,600
Sorry. It was an accident.

361
00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:28,200
- Is everyone OK?
- How was that an accident?

362
00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:29,640
- It was an accident.
- Sorry. Do you mind?

363
00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:31,680
I'm trying to speak
to my mother.

364
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:33,360
I told him I didn't want to.

365
00:27:33,480 --> 00:27:36,600
I told him it was Ela's song,
but he wouldn't listen.

366
00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:39,880
- But it wasn't Ela's song.
- It was.

367
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:41,600
No, it wasn't.
She didn't even like that song.

368
00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:44,200
She always told you
to stop playing it.

369
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:46,720
[sighs]

370
00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:51,720
I knew something like this
was gonna happen.

371
00:27:51,840 --> 00:27:53,360
I knew it.

372
00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:05,720
Can we not do this?

373
00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:08,560
Because I can't have anything,
can I?

374
00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:10,440
I can't have anything ever.

375
00:28:10,560 --> 00:28:12,120
I can't even have my own hen do

376
00:28:12,240 --> 00:28:15,040
because everything always,
always has to be about Ela.

377
00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:18,280
- No. Gret...
- Oh, don't Gret me. Just...

378
00:28:19,160 --> 00:28:20,720
Just go home.

379
00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:26,760
Oh...

380
00:28:41,400 --> 00:28:43,400
So, Joe Pritchard, is it that

381
00:28:43,480 --> 00:28:45,720
he can't disclose her
whereabouts or that he won't?

382
00:28:45,840 --> 00:28:50,280
Is that his way of maintaining
control over the family?

383
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:53,360
Although that would make him
a sadistic psychopath.

384
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:56,880
Well, I don't think he's that,
but, honestly, I don't know.

385
00:28:57,040 --> 00:28:58,920
There were plenty of rumours
about him.

386
00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:00,640
Yeah? Like what?

387
00:29:00,800 --> 00:29:03,160
All the usual stuff for somebody
that's a bit of an outsider.

388
00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:05,840
I mean, he lived in a caravan
in the woods.

389
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:07,560
What more d'you want?

390
00:29:08,640 --> 00:29:11,040
Hey, is... is this her?

391
00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:15,360
Yeah. Yeah, that's Ela.

392
00:29:15,440 --> 00:29:18,640
That's me. And that's Caryl.

393
00:29:18,760 --> 00:29:22,040
We used to do everything
together.

394
00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:24,480
I haven't seen Caryl in years.

395
00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:26,520
[man] And what about
Ela's family?

396
00:29:26,640 --> 00:29:28,840
I wrote to her mum,
Sharon, once,

397
00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:31,160
but I didn't get anything back.

398
00:29:31,240 --> 00:29:33,640
I thought you said
you guys were close friends.

399
00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:35,960
Yeah, we were.

400
00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:38,200
I just don't know what kind
of reaction I'm gonna get

401
00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:39,680
after all this time.

402
00:29:42,440 --> 00:29:46,000
Well, I think you're making
the right decision, Cat.

403
00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:50,280
Hmm. Almost sounds like you're
gonna commission my story.

404
00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:53,520
Well, I mean, seeing as
you're gonna do it anyway...

405
00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:56,720
Hang on. So you are?

406
00:29:56,840 --> 00:29:59,160
Of course I am.

407
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:04,160
All right,
what's the first move?

408
00:30:04,240 --> 00:30:06,520
Well, I've managed to track down

409
00:30:06,640 --> 00:30:08,400
the address
for Joe's probation hostel.

410
00:30:08,560 --> 00:30:11,880
- Straight in there, then.
- Yeah, naturally.

411
00:30:12,040 --> 00:30:15,240
Look, just be careful.

412
00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:18,240
I don't want you putting
yourself in any danger.

413
00:30:18,840 --> 00:30:20,040
I won't.

414
00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:25,640
- Hey, pass me the hairdryer.
- Yeah.

415
00:30:32,360 --> 00:30:34,640
Look, I don't want you to...

416
00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:36,680
I don't want you to think
that I'm...

417
00:30:36,840 --> 00:30:41,160
I'm only commissioning you
because we...

418
00:30:49,240 --> 00:30:50,240
Sorry.

419
00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:51,360
[clattering]

420
00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:52,440
Oh, shit.

421
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:54,560
[both laugh]

422
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:02,280
[scissors snipping]

423
00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:21,400
[young Joe] Careful, Shelley.

424
00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:27,080
- Don't move.
- I'm not.

425
00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:31,760
[door bangs]

426
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:34,000
[man] Shelley!
Shelley, come here!

427
00:31:34,160 --> 00:31:36,240
[banging]

428
00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:46,000
[woman] Do you think
they'll recognise you?

429
00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:48,360
Your family?

430
00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:55,040
I don't know.

431
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,240
<i>[knocking]</i>

432
00:32:05,240 --> 00:32:07,400
I made you a cup of tea.

433
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:20,000
I'm sorry for being horrible.

434
00:32:22,280 --> 00:32:26,800
Well... if you were,
I deserved it.

435
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:29,760
Sorry.

436
00:32:32,360 --> 00:32:36,840
I wanna be here for you
from now on, OK?

437
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:39,880
It's not that I want it
to be about me all the time.

438
00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:41,400
Oh, I know.

439
00:32:43,480 --> 00:32:44,840
I think about her too.

440
00:32:46,440 --> 00:32:49,160
What do you think about?

441
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:51,440
If things had gone differently.

442
00:32:52,760 --> 00:32:55,800
If she'd have stayed home
that day.

443
00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:58,240
If she hadn't
gone near that freak.

444
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:07,240
Do you sense that she is dead?

445
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,840
Because sometimes
I feel like she isn't.

446
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:12,560
She is.

447
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:17,480
She's just not home yet.

448
00:34:39,520 --> 00:34:42,080
<i>[announcer] The train
is now approaching Newport.</i>

449
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:44,720
[conductor] Tickets, please.

450
00:34:47,480 --> 00:34:49,720
Thank you. Thank you.

451
00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:54,800
[Joe] It's a travel warrant.

452
00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:59,960
It's the same as a ticket.

453
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:02,200
It's from the prison.

454
00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:04,600
I just got out of prison.

455
00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:22,720
<i>[young Joe] Shelley, wait!</i>

456
00:35:35,880 --> 00:35:38,400
<i>[announcement beep sounds]</i>

457
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:40,760
<i>[announcer] The next station
is Carmarthen.</i>

458
00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:42,840
<i>The train will terminate here.</i>

459
00:35:55,800 --> 00:35:58,960
[drum and bass music plays]

460
00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:04,360
Right.

461
00:36:04,480 --> 00:36:08,520
So your next appointment
will be at the probation office.

462
00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:10,680
OK?

463
00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:12,040
[man] I've already told you,

464
00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:15,360
I haven't fucking seen her!

465
00:36:19,360 --> 00:36:21,640
All the details you need
are in here.

466
00:36:23,200 --> 00:36:26,600
It's really important
that you attend. OK?

467
00:36:27,360 --> 00:36:29,040
Good luck.

468
00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:09,760
[biscuits rattle]

469
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,880
Sylvester!

470
00:37:33,640 --> 00:37:35,360
Oh...

471
00:37:35,480 --> 00:37:36,680
Oh, no.

472
00:37:39,360 --> 00:37:41,560
Oh, Sylvester.

473
00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:08,560
Hello, Mum.

474
00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:15,680
Oh.

475
00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:18,880
I'll bring better ones
next time.

476
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:53,960
Your hair looks nice.

477
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:55,520
Oh.

478
00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:57,480
Someone comes in.

479
00:39:01,200 --> 00:39:04,720
Shelley was the only one
who did it the way I liked.

480
00:39:07,720 --> 00:39:09,520
It's your fault she's gone.

481
00:39:10,720 --> 00:39:12,400
- No.
- Where is she?

482
00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:15,640
Where's your sister?
Where is Shelley?

483
00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:18,240
- Where is she?
- Fuck...

484
00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:19,920
Where's Shelley?

485
00:39:20,040 --> 00:39:22,440
- Mum!
- [sobs]

486
00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:26,960
- Eilis?
- [alarm blares]

487
00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:28,240
- Are you OK?
- Shelley...

488
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:30,120
[carer] What happened?

489
00:39:30,240 --> 00:39:32,760
[mother] Oh, Shelley...

490
00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:34,040
I'll see you again, Mum.

491
00:39:34,160 --> 00:39:35,960
[sobs]

492
00:39:36,720 --> 00:39:38,400
I'll see you soon.

493
00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:14,720
[key turns in lock]

494
00:40:15,720 --> 00:40:19,040
Oh. All right, mate? Ian.

495
00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:22,000
Joe.

496
00:40:22,120 --> 00:40:23,520
Uh, I was in this room before.

497
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:26,160
I left a photo, I did.
D'you mind?

498
00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:28,640
Just got out, have you?

499
00:40:30,520 --> 00:40:33,040
Aye. It's what they said.

500
00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:37,080
Hmm.

501
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:38,400
Seen my girl?

502
00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:44,520
She's 20 now.
Bit of a prick as it goes.

503
00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:46,240
Only joking.

504
00:40:47,240 --> 00:40:50,520
How long was you in for, then?

505
00:40:50,640 --> 00:40:54,200
Not to be busy, like,
but, well, you know,

506
00:40:54,360 --> 00:40:57,320
you like to know
who your neighbours are, right?

507
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:03,200
Anyway...

508
00:41:03,360 --> 00:41:06,240
Oh. Need any razors?

509
00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:08,960
I got a load of swivel heads,
special edition.

510
00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:10,800
No.

511
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:13,280
Sunglasses? Chocolates?

512
00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:15,320
- No.
- Right.

513
00:41:17,640 --> 00:41:19,840
See you around, then.

514
00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:03,840
He was...

515
00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:06,840
He was...

516
00:42:08,000 --> 00:42:09,600
I know, girl.

517
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:21,840
[sobs]

518
00:42:22,560 --> 00:42:23,720
Just...

519
00:42:25,240 --> 00:42:27,240
tell me how I can help you.

520
00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:49,400
Joe?

521
00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:52,640
My name's Cat Donato.

522
00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:56,560
I'm from Llanemlyn too.
I'm a writer now.

523
00:42:56,640 --> 00:42:59,240
- I'm writing an article...
- I'm not interested.

524
00:42:59,360 --> 00:43:01,880
OK, fair enough.

525
00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:03,400
You wouldn't
have to say anything,

526
00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:04,920
but maybe we could
just grab a drink

527
00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:07,240
and I could tell you
why I'm wri...

528
00:43:09,840 --> 00:43:12,200
OK.

529
00:43:12,320 --> 00:43:15,800
Um, look, if you change
your mind about talking,

530
00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:18,560
then here's my number.

531
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:24,000
Call me, or text me, any time.

532
00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:44,040
What, is he famous or something?

533
00:43:49,120 --> 00:43:50,320
Bitch.

534
00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:51,720
[siren wails]

535
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:18,160
[Sharon] Where is she?

536
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:25,120
<i>Where is she?</i>

537
00:45:33,280 --> 00:46:30,040
?

538
00:46:30,090 --> 00:46:34,640
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